"S"

There comes the "S" word when finally i have to face it, by all mean admitting that i am having it.

What Should you do when what u hope for isn't wat is happening now?
What Should you do when you wish there's alw somewhere, someone or something you cld go to whenever u need, but in reality, there isn't?
What Should you do when all you want is to just cry out loud but u know it wont change a thing?
What Should you do when you know that you can't do a single thing when you hope u can?

~Am I a little pigeon or am I an eagle? Is my request too much?~

CNY 2011

CNY is alw more fun when my 3rd bro is back!! like ald said...this CNY will be the greatest!

Thanks to my bro whom took nice pics of me..^^

1st Day...

A trip to the Old folks home is alw the begining of our year...^
we had a hard time looking for things to eat.

3rd Day...

This year was a cost saving year, i guess. no dinner. but just a drink at Straight Quay. A little disappointed but well...on diet lo..


Tired looking n ended up the day at Hard Rock...

7th Day...the PPl's day..Lou San Day..

Really not satisfied with the food. but wat to do..just no more next time..

8th/9th Day...

The day where Ti Kong will have his day..^^
2 sides of fire crackers
This is nothing compared to my neighborhood's non-stop fire works n crackers..Seems like the mata din come to roam. I guess election day is just around the corner. BangZai!!

13th Day...Sunday, Family Day.

We went to Kek Lok Si...

Feeding the tortoise is part of the reason we go there..

my Uncle bought 1 whole big pack of fish food from town just for Rein n Zein to feed the fishes.
I think he's super smart as the KLS will sell 1 small packets with so much higher profit margin.

Let's pray for everyone to be Peng Peng An An.. i hope tat's the end of bad news i got to hear.

May all be as bright and as lovely as the flowers ...

When reaches the top, all u need is a time to relax and smile..^.^



~many activities for CNY and some are not appropriate to be snapped on a camera. Haha..~

Cosmetics on hands and feet?

Cosmetics surgery, makeups, dresses, shoes, handbags and all other accessories that every women or even men would want to make themselves look more gorgeous. Coz when you look good, you will eventually feel good.

I've been watching Sex and The city lately,up until Season 5 now. I know it's an old series but somehow or rather, i feel it kinda related to our personal journey as women. Of course in the eastern side of this planet Earth, we may cut off the Sex part. Apparently, we are still not tat open to tat kinda topic...yet. Or maybe it's just not mine topic yet.

What i want to say here is, no matter how much cosmetics or pretty branded clothes would make u look absolutely fabulous, one can't deny the fact that we aged. In this movie of Sex and the City, Carrie Bradshaw , Samantha Jones, Miranda Hobbes, and Sharlet York look gorgeous in their sexy styles and personalities but whenever i look at their hands, they aged. We aged. I know u can look perfect on ur face but not ur hands. Old tiny wrinkles and veins popping out from their hands makes me stare at my own and wonder. Is there anything to "cover" those aging hands like what most would do for our faces? Do we do masks n give serums to our lovely hands and feet so they would match what our perfect face would look like too?

I was shopping with my family. I wore heels.. i love tat heels. But when i look closer, i saw dead skins all over the nails. I've got the driest skin on my feet in my life! GOSH...i wish i was back home soaking my feet in a pale of lotions, milk or something that would nourish and rejuvenate back my once perfect feet that i LOVE so so much. I love my feet size, my feet tiny-button-like nails and my perfect feet shape. But now i admit that I've neglected it for a long time. I wore socks every single night before i sleep. I thought it would be enough but this is what i got. Extra dead skins around my nails. The next moment i reached home, i put myself a face mask and then cleaned my nails. It was way pass my bedtime and i didn't give a damn. I cleaned my nails, give some vitamins to my nails and put some lotion to my feet before i wore the socks. It was then i feel at ease to go to bed.

So, should we put more effort and time onto our hands and feet just as much to our face? Are they as important as I think they were?

I want to add something here, some ppl say that the fine lines on your face are actually lines of wisdom. Some lines in the faces would make the whole you, a person with personality n difference. If we have wrinkles-free face, would we be like those anime making us look fake and...basically nothing? hm...

~or..am i just starting to be afraid of aging?~

Is 3 alw good?

Mao Gong Ding (毛公鼎) is a bronze vessel. It is widely used during the Xia to Qin dynasties, particularly the Shang n Zhou period (16th centry-476 B.C.) It was widely used as ritual vessels n became the hierarchical symbols "distinguished the dignified from the humble and the superior from the subordinate." In the Western Zhou Dynasty (11th century-770 B.C.), the number of dings permitted for use by different ranks of the nobility was specified. The emperor had nine, dukes and princes were allotted seven, high-ranking officials were permitted five, and lower officials were allowed three or one. As well as its use in worship and ritual ceremonies, the ding was also used to record the merits of its owner. Such records were often closely related to important events and historic personages and therefore have great historic value. (cited from http://arts.cultural-china.com/en/30Arts4836.html )

bla bla...u can google search for more.

During our trip to the Taipei National Museum, the guide told us that Mougongding were created with 3 stands becoz 3 holds the vessels stronger than 4. Push from any sides, there's alw a stand behind to support. Same goes to the human, 3 ppl, make it 2 bads and 1 good. Good and bad combination will alw be a strong group.However, tradition thinks that 3 ppl who took pics together will not end up good. ekhem...no comment.

Most of the time, i'll go out with 3ppl. either 3 girls, 2 girls+1guy or 2guys+1girl. N diff combination will have diff image portrayed.

MGD girls alw hangout in 3. And our diff kind of personalities alw exerts a very strong charisma that no one could explain. Or maybe it's just my own thinking. We have fun and we have fights. But from others' point of view,we are alw so good. In fact, who knows? lolz..

2 guys + 1girl, I've went out with 2 guys at once. It was fun. However, my relatives will think that, "wow..you have the 2 choices.". You know wat i mean.

When it comes to 2 girls + 1 guy, my SIL asked, is tat guy chasing after tat girl? LOLz...

I alw think can't guys and girls alw hang out without any parties thinking of anything beyond pure friendship? Can we apply 3 stands concepts in our human life without any flaws?

When it comes to 3 persons, will 1 of the person alw have to be the odd? Is odd good? Will one of them felt left out or thinking the other 2 abit over in some sense?

~how can you tell, right?

Love it just grab it?

It was new year and that means CNY is coming. As usual i would love the shopping sphere that the word SALE keeps popping around the corner of my eyes. My trip to Prangin Mall, Penang, never end up disappointing. Even though the parking fees will end up almost RM7 everytime we went there! WTF!! By the time we pay for it, i would think, " wow, i am very productive and fruitful today" ^^

Apparently, when i told most of my frens about goin to prangin for shopping, most will have a very weird and surprised (not a good one) look.

fren1: Yer, why Prangin, it's so lala...

Some were normal conversation about shopping mall when my fren said:

fren2: i don't like to shop in Prangin, they give me a sense of cheap and lala..
fren3:why prangin?
fren4: (disappointing look)

Of course i can't rmb the exact word they say but yea that's exactly what they meant.

Hello...i bought most of my clothes from Prangin and i never regret abit. If you observed around Qbay, Gurney n others...you can noticed that the clothes are basically from the same distributor or at least similar design. What's so good about Prangin is, you can bargain!! With a less money to get better clothes!! Wat else to complain?

Oh of course no one can deny, Gurney, Qbay,1st Avenue or Straight Quay have all those brands and nice looking clothes every girls want to fill in their wardrobes. But you pay for the brand.
If you want to buy from Padini or Seeds, Forever 21, MNG....blabla...practically everyone is wearing the same clothes!! I dont want to bump onto someone during my CNY wearing the same clothes!!!!

Eg. i rmb i wore this Nerdy clothes from Brands' outlet. Damn, there's this lady wearing exactly the same one as mine! At tat moment, you would rather have wearing my old old PJ looking clothes!!!

And I rmb i saw a dress in Gurney Parkson. I love it so so much. The cost was so stupidly expensive. It was RM400!!! WTF!! If my SIL wasn't there, i bet it would be hanging in my wardrobe. i kinda miss the dress now.

If only i am rich...i wouldn't have this dilemma, would i? Should i just have bought it, though?

~mission 2011: EARN DARN LOT OF MONEY!!~

26th Dec WEekend GEng gathering..

It's 31st today and i am abit grumpy of wat is going to happen. Of course we becoming a year wiser. Wat happened in this year 2010 was just too memorable to be treasured. Something that makes life more worth living.

Live is about opportunities and choices. Things will happened. All that's matter is how much u want it to happen. I've wanted to go Hadyai for awhile now. At least to Thailand. I guess i have been a really good girl tat Santa gave me 2 wishES. To go or to meet frens. Esp the MGD meet up. Dilemma. However, i chose my bunch of crazy frens. And there's nothing more that could make me feel this contented.

it's 26th Dec

Thanks to Ah Kong who cook this amazing meal for us. And thanks to Selina for the cake and of course Lit for booking and buying it. ^^ really nice.

Crazy frens is all tat makes life worth living. Thanks for making the effort for this gathering.

~appreciation~

Singapore trip

Work/Holiday/meet ups...

It's fun when u can kill 2 birds with 1 stone..or to be precised 3 birds here.

It was a sudden decision by my company, and hell CC knows why i say so. So the day finally became realized and i reached Singapore. Thanks to CC and of course her Richard who brought me around. With and without transport really makes a great deal of difference..:P

First day, we went to Sentosa, Casino, i donated some money to them even as Malaysian i don't have to pay. but no regrets n I learned that being stubborn won't help in any sense. Must know how to accept. haha...
We went to prawning, at first i was so tired, maybe becoz of my contact lenses. But then it did feel excited when u caught some prawns....patience is golden..we didn't eat any of the prawns anyways. We caught them for fun..^^

my catches^^

Then we went for some desserts. Really not good lo. Sad to say. but well, wat to do..don't wan to complain much. keke.. maybe i was too tired to have the appetite. We headed back home sleep.

One thing i forgot was, to buy things from Penang to give to CC's aunt, since i am staying at her place. i feel ashamed of myself. Next time i will.^^ please remind me ...if i got the chance to go again. :P

2nd Day, abit fun and not. We met with Alicia boo. So long d...Our future Doctor fren..wow...FYI, she got the same birthday as I do!! haha...taurus go!! She brought us to her hostel. She told us about her life there and how she's going to take her exam. Wow...so so damn good compared to local ones here. I wish i am back to study life again as in like her's. Photos are with her. So...too bad for now. I might update then if i got them..

Then i meet up with my bro's fren, Adrian. He's so nice. Oh he is a good cook. He brought CC and I to the marina square. The casino there was so much classier and bigger. but just like CC said, u'll be suffocated by the smoke inside. too bad...CC those pics on tat day.Send to me??? Rmb dont post in FB..!!

Tired trip to Marina Square

At the mall there, u'll get to see shops and shops of branded stuff. abit like wat i seen in Taipei 101. We went there by MRT n WALKING!! wow..it's so much more tiring walking under hot sun than in cool countries. Hello...Singapore still in Equator. Exactly like in Malaysia! wat to expect right? :P

At night we had ramen at Orchard road. I realized i alw confused Orchard with Oxford..hahaha...aint know why. :P

3rd day, the 1st day of work. It was tiring. Oh i stayed in Ibis hotel which is near Bugis. Alot of things to see there but i just looked around when Adrian brought me to checked in my hotel the day before. I went to the temple nearby trying to get some guidance from Guanyin. however, no matter how many times i shaked the "chim" i still can't get the "seng pui". i gave up. Dont wan to waste too much time there.

the room is nice enough for me. thumb ups..^^

My colleagues are nice. first day jiun wei brought me to "cross the bridge" food court. Damn it's farther than wat it sounded. Haven't reach, u'll soaked with sweats. I kept asking, still not there? haha...

At night, my colleagues toured me around. We had ramen, i forgot the name of the restaurant. It was nice. I gave the name card to CC. CC can u help me here, if you read this? hehe... Shd try it out.

Lucky me, my colleague brought his camera. if not I've got nothing to show here. :P
We went to Clarke Quay. nice places to have a drink and hang out. Then we went to esplanade, which is wat we call the Durian building there. haha..

Wish to crop that aunties behind.

pic with Herry

Pic with Jiun Wei

Artistic display at the way to the esplanade

ball of new year wishes. Noticed the ball in the marina square lake. wonder wat they'll do with them..hm...

We had some deserts in the City link (subway city - i guess)..then we end the day.

The next day was so tired for me to work, still i have to work. damn i hate this killing 3 birds thingy.
I went out from office early and walked around in the airport. i visited the 3rd terminals and my flight was in terminal 2. Damn. the airport is so big and nice. when i reached in KLIA i was...hm....u know.
Time flies and i was taking the last flight back to Pg transit in KL. Reaching home at 1am!!! Gosh..

CC came to send me off. ^.^ i was so happy. We had jap spaghetti and chat alittle. Nice. i want to try again if got chance. Thanks alot CC.
Tiring trip but worth it.


From wat i 've observed,

1. i think working life in AMD penang and singapore doesn't make much difference other than one the environment is gloomier. Yes in AMD Singapore. Maybe I am not used to ppl there.
2. u won't feel much difference in AMD singapore coz most of them are Malaysians!! It's more multinational than Malaysia claim to be.
3. i prefer in Penang coz we can drive!!! damn , it's so not convenient without car , esp in the Equator!!
4. Can't agree more that the living expenses is more durable compared in Malaysia. U can't deny it when u see alone at the price of one mobile phone in Singapore than in Malaysia. I am speechless d.

~Next trip to Suzhou or Austin? hehe..~