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"S"

2011-03-09T21:14:00.002+08:00

There comes the "S" word when finally i have to face it, by all mean admitting that i am having it.

What Should you do when what u hope for isn't wat is happening now?
What Should you do when you wish there's alw somewhere, someone or something you cld go to whenever u need, but in reality, there isn't?
What Should you do when all you want is to just cry out loud but u know it wont change a thing?
What Should you do when you know that you can't do a single thing when you hope u can?

~Am I a little pigeon or am I an eagle? Is my request too much?~

CNY 2011

2011-02-15T13:54:00.009+08:00

CNY is alw more fun when my 3rd bro is back!! like ald said...this CNY will be the greatest!

Thanks to my bro whom took nice pics of me..^^

1st Day...

A trip to the Old folks home is alw the begining of our year...^
we had a hard time looking for things to eat.

3rd Day...

This year was a cost saving year, i guess. no dinner. but just a drink at Straight Quay. A little disappointed but well...on diet lo..

Tired looking n ended up the day at Hard Rock...

7th Day...the PPl's day..Lou San Day..

Really not satisfied with the food. but wat to do..just no more next time..

8th/9th Day...

The day where Ti Kong will have his day..^^
2 sides of fire crackers
This is nothing compared to my neighborhood's non-stop fire works n crackers..Seems like the mata din come to roam. I guess election day is just around the corner. BangZai!!

13th Day...Sunday, Family Day.

We went to Kek Lok Si...

Feeding the tortoise is part of the reason we go there..

my Uncle bought 1 whole big pack of fish food from town just for Rein n Zein to feed the fishes.
I think he's super smart as the KLS will sell 1 small packets with so much higher profit margin.

Let's pray for everyone to be Peng Peng An An.. i hope tat's the end of bad news i got to hear.

May all be as bright and as lovely as the flowers ...

When reaches the top, all u need is a time to relax and smile..^.^

~many activities for CNY and some are not appropriate to be snapped on a camera. Haha..~

Cosmetics on hands and feet?

2011-01-22T13:10:00.005+08:00

Cosmetics surgery, makeups, dresses, shoes, handbags and all other accessories that every women or even men would want to make themselves look more gorgeous. Coz when you look good, you will eventually feel good.

I've been watching Sex and The city lately,up until Season 5 now. I know it's an old series but somehow or rather, i feel it kinda related to our personal journey as women. Of course in the eastern side of this planet Earth, we may cut off the Sex part. Apparently, we are still not tat open to tat kinda topic...yet. Or maybe it's just not mine topic yet.

What i want to say here is, no matter how much cosmetics or pretty branded clothes would make u look absolutely fabulous, one can't deny the fact that we aged. In this movie of Sex and the City, Carrie Bradshaw , Samantha Jones, Miranda Hobbes, and Sharlet York look gorgeous in their sexy styles and personalities but whenever i look at their hands, they aged. We aged. I know u can look perfect on ur face but not ur hands. Old tiny wrinkles and veins popping out from their hands makes me stare at my own and wonder. Is there anything to "cover" those aging hands like what most would do for our faces? Do we do masks n give serums to our lovely hands and feet so they would match what our perfect face would look like too?

I was shopping with my family. I wore heels.. i love tat heels. But when i look closer, i saw dead skins all over the nails. I've got the driest skin on my feet in my life! GOSH...i wish i was back home soaking my feet in a pale of lotions, milk or something that would nourish and rejuvenate back my once perfect feet that i LOVE so so much. I love my feet size, my feet tiny-button-like nails and my perfect feet shape. But now i admit that I've neglected it for a long time. I wore socks every single night before i sleep. I thought it would be enough but this is what i got. Extra dead skins around my nails. The next moment i reached home, i put myself a face mask and then cleaned my nails. It was way pass my bedtime and i didn't give a damn. I cleaned my nails, give some vitamins to my nails and put some lotion to my feet before i wore the socks. It was then i feel at ease to go to bed.

So, should we put more effort and time onto our hands and feet just as much to our face? Are they as important as I think they were?

I want to add something here, some ppl say that the fine lines on your face are actually lines of wisdom. Some lines in the faces would make the whole you, a person with personality n difference. If we have wrinkles-free face, would we be like those anime making us look fake and...basically nothing? hm...

~or..am i just starting to be afraid of aging?~

Is 3 alw good?

2011-01-09T16:45:00.006+08:00

Mao Gong Ding (毛公鼎) is a bronze vessel. It is widely used during the Xia to Qin dynasties, particularly the Shang n Zhou period (16th centry-476 B.C.) It was widely used as ritual vessels n became the hierarchical symbols "distinguished the dignified from the humble and the superior from the subordinate." In the Western Zhou Dynasty (11th century-770 B.C.), the number of dings permitted for use by different ranks of the nobility was specified. The emperor had nine, dukes and princes were allotted seven, high-ranking officials were permitted five, and lower officials were allowed three or one. As well as its use in worship and ritual ceremonies, the ding was also used to record the merits of its owner. Such records were often closely related to important events and historic personages and therefore have great historic value. (cited from http://arts.cultural-china.com/en/30Arts4836.html )

bla bla...u can google search for more.

During our trip to the Taipei National Museum, the guide told us that Mougongding were created with 3 stands becoz 3 holds the vessels stronger than 4. Push from any sides, there's alw a stand behind to support. Same goes to the human, 3 ppl, make it 2 bads and 1 good. Good and bad combination will alw be a strong group.However, tradition thinks that 3 ppl who took pics together will not end up good. ekhem...no comment.

Most of the time, i'll go out with 3ppl. either 3 girls, 2 girls+1guy or 2guys+1girl. N diff combination will have diff image portrayed.

MGD girls alw hangout in 3. And our diff kind of personalities alw exerts a very strong charisma that no one could explain. Or maybe it's just my own thinking. We have fun and we have fights. But from others' point of view,we are alw so good. In fact, who knows? lolz..

2 guys + 1girl, I've went out with 2 guys at once. It was fun. However, my relatives will think that, "wow..you have the 2 choices.". You know wat i mean.

When it comes to 2 girls + 1 guy, my SIL asked, is tat guy chasing after tat girl? LOLz...

I alw think can't guys and girls alw hang out without any parties thinking of anything beyond pure friendship? Can we apply 3 stands concepts in our human life without any flaws?

When it comes to 3 persons, will 1 of the person alw have to be the odd? Is odd good? Will one of them felt left out or thinking the other 2 abit over in some sense?

~how can you tell, right?

Love it just grab it?

2011-01-05T20:05:00.004+08:00

It was new year and that means CNY is coming. As usual i would love the shopping sphere that the word SALE keeps popping around the corner of my eyes. My trip to Prangin Mall, Penang, never end up disappointing. Even though the parking fees will end up almost RM7 everytime we went there! WTF!! By the time we pay for it, i would think, " wow, i am very productive and fruitful today" ^^

Apparently, when i told most of my frens about goin to prangin for shopping, most will have a very weird and surprised (not a good one) look.

fren1: Yer, why Prangin, it's so lala...

Some were normal conversation about shopping mall when my fren said:

fren2: i don't like to shop in Prangin, they give me a sense of cheap and lala..
fren3:why prangin?
fren4: (disappointing look)

Of course i can't rmb the exact word they say but yea that's exactly what they meant.

Hello...i bought most of my clothes from Prangin and i never regret abit. If you observed around Qbay, Gurney n others...you can noticed that the clothes are basically from the same distributor or at least similar design. What's so good about Prangin is, you can bargain!! With a less money to get better clothes!! Wat else to complain?

Oh of course no one can deny, Gurney, Qbay,1st Avenue or Straight Quay have all those brands and nice looking clothes every girls want to fill in their wardrobes. But you pay for the brand.
If you want to buy from Padini or Seeds, Forever 21, MNG....blabla...practically everyone is wearing the same clothes!! I dont want to bump onto someone during my CNY wearing the same clothes!!!!

Eg. i rmb i wore this Nerdy clothes from Brands' outlet. Damn, there's this lady wearing exactly the same one as mine! At tat moment, you would rather have wearing my old old PJ looking clothes!!!

And I rmb i saw a dress in Gurney Parkson. I love it so so much. The cost was so stupidly expensive. It was RM400!!! WTF!! If my SIL wasn't there, i bet it would be hanging in my wardrobe. i kinda miss the dress now.

If only i am rich...i wouldn't have this dilemma, would i? Should i just have bought it, though?

~mission 2011: EARN DARN LOT OF MONEY!!~

26th Dec WEekend GEng gathering..

2010-12-31T10:43:00.007+08:00

It's 31st today and i am abit grumpy of wat is going to happen. Of course we becoming a year wiser. Wat happened in this year 2010 was just too memorable to be treasured. Something that makes life more worth living.

Live is about opportunities and choices. Things will happened. All that's matter is how much u want it to happen. I've wanted to go Hadyai for awhile now. At least to Thailand. I guess i have been a really good girl tat Santa gave me 2 wishES. To go or to meet frens. Esp the MGD meet up. Dilemma. However, i chose my bunch of crazy frens. And there's nothing more that could make me feel this contented.

it's 26th Dec

Thanks to Ah Kong who cook this amazing meal for us. And thanks to Selina for the cake and of course Lit for booking and buying it. ^^ really nice.

Crazy frens is all tat makes life worth living. Thanks for making the effort for this gathering.

~appreciation~

Singapore trip

2010-12-19T12:59:00.011+08:00

Work/Holiday/meet ups...

It's fun when u can kill 2 birds with 1 stone..or to be precised 3 birds here.

It was a sudden decision by my company, and hell CC knows why i say so. So the day finally became realized and i reached Singapore. Thanks to CC and of course her Richard who brought me around. With and without transport really makes a great deal of difference..:P

First day, we went to Sentosa, Casino, i donated some money to them even as Malaysian i don't have to pay. but no regrets n I learned that being stubborn won't help in any sense. Must know how to accept. haha...
We went to prawning, at first i was so tired, maybe becoz of my contact lenses. But then it did feel excited when u caught some prawns....patience is golden..we didn't eat any of the prawns anyways. We caught them for fun..^^

my catches^^

Then we went for some desserts. Really not good lo. Sad to say. but well, wat to do..don't wan to complain much. keke.. maybe i was too tired to have the appetite. We headed back home sleep.

One thing i forgot was, to buy things from Penang to give to CC's aunt, since i am staying at her place. i feel ashamed of myself. Next time i will.^^ please remind me ...if i got the chance to go again. :P

2nd Day, abit fun and not. We met with Alicia boo. So long d...Our future Doctor fren..wow...FYI, she got the same birthday as I do!! haha...taurus go!! She brought us to her hostel. She told us about her life there and how she's going to take her exam. Wow...so so damn good compared to local ones here. I wish i am back to study life again as in like her's. Photos are with her. So...too bad for now. I might update then if i got them..

Then i meet up with my bro's fren, Adrian. He's so nice. Oh he is a good cook. He brought CC and I to the marina square. The casino there was so much classier and bigger. but just like CC said, u'll be suffocated by the smoke inside. too bad...CC those pics on tat day.Send to me??? Rmb dont post in FB..!!

Tired trip to Marina Square

At the mall there, u'll get to see shops and shops of branded stuff. abit like wat i seen in Taipei 101. We went there by MRT n WALKING!! wow..it's so much more tiring walking under hot sun than in cool countries. Hello...Singapore still in Equator. Exactly like in Malaysia! wat to expect right? :P

At night we had ramen at Orchard road. I realized i alw confused Orchard with Oxford..hahaha...aint know why. :P

3rd day, the 1st day of work. It was tiring. Oh i stayed in Ibis hotel which is near Bugis. Alot of things to see there but i just looked around when Adrian brought me to checked in my hotel the day before. I went to the temple nearby trying to get some guidance from Guanyin. however, no matter how many times i shaked the "chim" i still can't get the "seng pui". i gave up. Dont wan to waste too much time there.

the room is nice enough for me. thumb ups..^^

My colleagues are nice. first day jiun wei brought me to "cross the bridge" food court. Damn it's farther than wat it sounded. Haven't reach, u'll soaked with sweats. I kept asking, still not there? haha...

At night, my colleagues toured me around. We had ramen, i forgot the name of the restaurant. It was nice. I gave the name card to CC. CC can u help me here, if you read this? hehe... Shd try it out.

Lucky me, my colleague brought his camera. if not I've got nothing to show here. :P
We went to Clarke Quay. nice places to have a drink and hang out. Then we went to esplanade, which is wat we call the Durian building there. haha..

Wish to crop that aunties behind.

pic with Herry

Pic with Jiun Wei

Artistic display at the way to the esplanade

ball of new year wishes. Noticed the ball in the marina square lake. wonder wat they'll do with them..hm...

We had some deserts in the City link (subway city - i guess)..then we end the day.

The next day was so tired for me to work, still i have to work. damn i hate this killing 3 birds thingy.
I went out from office early and walked around in the airport. i visited the 3rd terminals and my flight was in terminal 2. Damn. the airport is so big and nice. when i reached in KLIA i was...hm....u know.
Time flies and i was taking the last flight back to Pg transit in KL. Reaching home at 1am!!! Gosh..

CC came to send me off. ^.^ i was so happy. We had jap spaghetti and chat alittle. Nice. i want to try again if got chance. Thanks alot CC.
Tiring trip but worth it.

From wat i 've observed,

i think working life in AMD penang and singapore doesn't make much difference other than one the environment is gloomier. Yes in AMD Singapore. Maybe I am not used to ppl there.
u won't feel much difference in AMD singapore coz most of them are Malaysians!! It's more multinational than Malaysia claim to be.
i prefer in Penang coz we can drive!!! damn , it's so not convenient without car , esp in the Equator!!
Can't agree more that the living expenses is more durable compared in Malaysia. U can't deny it when u see alone at the price of one mobile phone in Singapore than in Malaysia. I am speechless d.

~Next trip to Suzhou or Austin? hehe..~

Troublesome sometimes

2010-10-22T11:07:00.002+08:00

I have been doing something unconsciously for sometime, and now i am thinking, shd i do something about it or shd i just let it be? coz tat might just be ME!

I realized tat:

I sometimes,will just smile to whoever person looking at me, when after that i know s/he is saying not-so-nice stuff. For god's sake i don't even know why.
I sometimes, will just smile, nod or do similar action to the person that say something about me. Something which is not true, which i realized later on it's an accusation of my real intention. This has caused others to think the accusation was actually true!! Geram abit.
I sometimes, will just smile, nod or keep quiet for the corrections others made to my statement. Which actually my statement have no mistakes, but just some different point of view. I wouldn't protect myself nor do I try to agreed to him. Just simply smile.

There is no end to this list of Sometimes. However, I would hope I do change abit on my smile, nod and agree habit. Who knows things won't be that bad by just expressing and protecting urself.

~just stop seeing things as too troublesome~

Arts..

2010-10-09T08:28:00.002+08:00

It's saturday, and i just slept quite late yesterday. Can't help myself to wake up at this early and write this blog.

I realized :

when the things are not mine (or not to my liking), i wont take it as mine.
when the clock strike after my bed time, my brain auto lock.
when it comes to arts, different ppl do have different taste. One nice to one but not to another.

i feel abit not satisfied with the outcome...i'll bring it over and redo again if got the chance. haha..

SEPT 2010 Trip

2010-09-25T19:35:00.019+08:00

Been trying to update my blog lately, but there's just no inspiration or watsoever. This evening went to house-keep my folder, then i saw this. Woow..finally i know what and how to start my "interesting" journey for the previous month.

It started with this proof of itinerary. I bet u know wat i meant. If not, let me brief it tru. Lit and I planned to go India. Booked the flights. Saved up my leaves, but in the end, this virtual paper is merely something i could talk about here. We didn't go to INDiA...!! I was super damn disappointed that time. NOT WORTH! ARGggh..

Luckily, we had a compensation trip in Malaysia!! A road trip.

Our trip consist of 3 ppl with totally different personalities. HOw can we got together and make it happen? I still have the doubts. We are enemies. I do admit tat i dislike them, sometimes. Especially when they think tat they are super good and smart. hahahaha...damn. Got one even say i am the most boring person. well, then why this so "interesting" person ever mix with boring person? Alw wan shoot ppl...not good u know. blek...ps: told u i will revenge. coz revenge is better than anything..hahahahah...
Another one has superb m...s...Guess it.LOLz... One only dare to voice up infront of one but not infront of another. That really disappointing.

We never end up a single day without either one pissed off by another. If there was any moment of peace. We will feel surprised ourselves.
well, i am not the best either. Give and take lo. tat makes the combo..:P

Oh let's back to the topic. We decided to go for a road trip to Muar, Melaka and Pahang. You've got no idea how much we went tru. Everything also has to argue gao-gao for some reason.

10th Sept 2010

KL meeting up with Nee. Spend a night in KL. Tot we are going skybar but end up in Xenri.

Food was okay nia. For me not worth the price. However it's the so called most expensive meal.:P

Sorry. i got no pics with me. Those pics are all stolen. hahhaa...wat to do.

Tong Yuen Bro. Miss this the most..

11th Sept 2010

Serdang?

Morning, or to be precise branch Yong Tao Fu before we head to Muar.

I think we spent abit too long for 4 tyres.

3 hours+ drives to muar.

Muar
Going so far for this??

famous in muar. otak-otak

as usual, i am eating, she starts eating and she will be still snapping...

After eating ice kacang and rojak.we had a stroll in the park.

of course we will snap pics again

I saw a little buaya here, but Lit said it was the monitor lizard? (Si ka zua?)

smile --> satisfied?

we really like cam-whore hoh? look at our smiles...Nice caption JR.

we had to fight with kids for this place. hahaha...

Went to another place for the sunset.

This reminds us tat we have diff directions hoh? or we are just enemies for good?

likey the dslr on my hand....^^

love this pic.

Gunung ledang. Since we've seen it. no need to go la.:P

After took a bath,we head out for dinner and then supper again. swt...as if we have superb body...

I think food in Muar are usually spicy and salty and i like some of the dishes there.

waiting for
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fishes
(wat do they call this using Muar Hokkien?)

they are really nice. i like this.

We really had adventurous road trips traveling from different places for more delicacies. Passing thru the "cliff", rocky paths and thru the "woods" abit exaggerating le..but yea i felt like it :P..... but mostly were either finished or closed.

That was a good thing, wasn't it?

Next time to Muar, hope could taste the wantanmee and yam ball?

12th Sept 2010
Still Muar

Had our breakfast/branch before head to the next destination.

See the table full of food. Oh the laksa in Muar is equivalent to curry mee in Pg.

I like this. It taste salty and spicy abit. Well, just remove the little brown-blackish thingy if u wan to reduce the saltiness.

We went for some coffees..^^ I had some 100% Elephant something ...funny name. but i still forgot. haha...

nice environment lighting with redness here.

I wish there were more pics in this place. I mean the pics with me. *snap snap*

After that, we head to Melaka.

We head for food first? As usual, long queue for cendol and laksa.

Mayb too full to claim this nice. but it's not bad...

I was told i took this pic. From the angle and the seat i sat tat day, looks like it. But well, can't rmb i took this. Anyway...this Cendol just at the right timing to ease our thirst. Of course the Melaka sugar makes it more succulent.

I wanted to have more of it. But having to wait at the queue under hot sunny day for 1 tiny bowl of this is just stupid. I gave up!! LOLZ>...

Some random stuff i did. Nice...lolz...

wonder wat i was thinking and smiling there...hm...mayb i shd just get tat hat.:P

Can't find my pic with this building....:( not fair.

I am abit embarrassed when i looked at how nee and I bend ours knees at this place. :P

the feet-not-mine makes my feet look quite fair..not tat bad hoh..? LOLZ..

Recommended to stay at this place. Cheap and nice environment. Even we have to went thru abit dicey nite for accommodation. But we have no regrets tat it happened the way it was. cheers~~

"Now we wanna recommend this good owner. If you happen to go Melaka, you can stay at his place. He is an awesome guy. Pantai St. Guest House. you can email him for booking pantaiguesthouse@gmail.com"-quoted from Lit

13th Sept 2010
Melaka breakfast and shopping...^^

Had some chicken rice balls...oh there's some difference comparing Muar and Melaka's chicken rice balls..

Melaka's is abit compact, rice sticked together like kuih but let u mix ur own taste (left); while Muar's is bigger and easier to eat, tasting more like rice but taste are mixed readied to perfection.

love both.^^

We grabbed alot of nice tshirts. luckily we did, as i was out of clothes for the remaining days!! hehe...Enveloped with satisfaction..

Oh want to thanks to the new frens i made during the trip. Without them, we wont have such great trips,food, pics and awesome laughter.

Just phenomenal..

Kevin,"Kenny"? Lolz.., Jian Rong from Muar (left) and Mika (Meh-Meh) from Melaka (right)

Sometimes i wonder, how could they stand our nonsensical "unique" personalities combination and DEMANDS???...Lolz..

to be continued...

Things nice when wearing Glasses..^^

2010-08-24T21:17:00.001+08:00

Feel like trying this..since i need to wear glasses...^^

Grateful...fully GREAT..Genting-->Justin lo

2010-08-18T21:27:00.006+08:00

grateful is alw something i keep reminding myself of...

Just like any other working Wednesday morning, i tuned in to HitZ.fm, enjoying JJ & Eon crapping morning jokes and news. It seems that today's topic was "Letting Go Day". Actually there were some silly ppl who can't let go of the past, and yea...i mean way past the childhood stuff. A lady told tat she was ditched by the other kids when she needed frens. and now when she's all grown up, they want her back. She can't seems to let it go. You say it silly and laugh u go. but sometimes, a little thing tat happened in u will have a big impact later.

Right after listening to it..suddenly, my tears keep pouring down. and i realized tat the things i once i tot i have let go, but actually i did not. I can't help myself though. I dont mean i weep like a crazy girl. But yea..tears flooding my eye lids. It hurts. i wont say anything here but i just like to express my gratitude to those tat were alw there for me. Of course not physically, but yea,..mentally. That's wat it meant the most for me.

Thanks TIng, CC for being there to listen. Tat's wat counts. And this funny link tat made me laughed so hard. I felt bad though..:P you'll know wat i mean if u watch it.
Later the night, when i read the blog Lit wrote about our Genting Trip..I FELT SUPERB.

Thanks girls, I FElt way much better now..

I wanted to update the latest things i've done, but no image means boring page... so you can read the LIt's blog about it.

Btw..eventhough i can't really sing Justin Lo's songs, but i enjoyed them!! i really like the last song tat encored!! tat's the only SONG i knwo how to sing.! wtf!!

Agreed tat he's supremely cute with his dance..Wondergirls famous for some reason.

I am stealing some pics. Coz i wan to share those nice pics here.

~Want more pics? go find Lit.bug, squeeze her..coz she doesn't want to post and share..:P~

bygones behsyiokness

2010-08-03T19:37:00.002+08:00

It was a really indecisiveness week. i have wrote soemthing like " Wrong decision" in my FB. Alot of frens were asking wat was it about. not tat i dont wan to tell, but it's something really "hurting" i will say, to say. lolz..

Things have been decided and..even it's still a big SIGH~~Done is done n let bygones be bygones. even i really feeel BEHSYIOK...!! Money isn't everything but i prefer to have it more!!!

From being last of my holiday list, up to the 1st to achieve. it was the original plan to India. Finally get to convinced myself to go there. However, things seems to change due to some circumstances, then i have to lose RM460!!! Heartache lo...:(

Michael Jackson Medley

2010-07-18T10:03:00.000+08:00

Someone tat i find him quite talented. Sam Tsui..on Michael Jackson Medley. ^^

Somebody..

2010-07-17T14:39:00.004+08:00

went out with Lit yest night.

Talked about how many other ppl in the world who have been SOMEBODY...Steve JObs..
Talking about SOMebody i watched wat Lit have told me about a Indian Canadian comedian Russell Peter.

watched his clips in Youtube the next morning..He were always talking about his dad. How he threaten him when he was young. his dad's fav phrase before hitting him up.

Somebody gonna get a hurt real bad. Somebody..

i like when he talked about himself more than on others' culture. say me conservative or not. he just know alittle on a specific race but point it as if all are like tat. I did laughed though. No doubt he is goood. He was good at imitating ppl. lolz..

Felt lucky tat my dad nvr say Somebody to me..keke...:P

BM bad??

2010-07-11T18:30:00.003+08:00

I talked to a malay fren and suddenly recalled about something....

I was told by my chinese frens tat my malay sucks...oh..i got alot of malay frens and i speak malay almost everyday!! if they were true, then i can consider myself really a failure. 24 years in Malaysia, and being told by my CHINESE frens tat my malay was BAD..:( However, i was wondering wat so bad about my malay.

Me:Tau tak kat mana ada petrol station?...

oh the rest i can't really rmb wat i said. But if this sentence is wrong wat's a good malay sentence then? Dont tell me in a normal dialogue with a local, we are expected to speak full sentences and bahasa baku?..like..

...Di manakah ada stesen minyak dekat kawasan sini?..

And if it's about my pronunciation, wat makes urs diff than mine??

~curious~
ps: julie/riced, if you guys read this..i need ur advice.keke...

Cameron Highland...

2010-06-30T21:35:00.048+08:00

It's funny when think back how we ended up in Cameron Highlands. And i have to tell lie (i tot) but actually i paid back by really falling sick the next. We call it Karma...However, i got no regrets. It's not a very nice adventure but it's adventurous. ^^ As usual la... the unexpected become part of my list now.

So..we decided on Saturday night 10.30pm to go Cameron than to Ipoh. After hardship of asking and behsyiok-ing.. we ended up taking the bus.....anywayyyyyyss....

8am we went to the bus station..and got conned for one stupid , lousy, dirty, ugly, slow, hot bus...haha...anything u can complain. Next time dont take direct bus from Pg to Cameron. Take a better bus from PG to IPoh then get the bus to cameron. I can guarantee u'll feel more satisfying!! it's cheaper tat way!!

Reach Cameron after 5 hours!! thank god we did reached there and managed to get a nice place to stay for the night and then visited the BOH tea Farm..If not the Boh Tea Farm will be closed on monday!

Father's Guest House...Each RM30 per night. 3 in a room. Not bad.^^

BOH Tea farm

Again, we paid more than we shd coz we din DRIVE!! The cab we took was RM45 for AN HOUR and it's after we bargained!! sigh~ wat to do..we were tourists.

Make sure we took more pictures before we left...

Finding the right spots and diff angles..here are just few of them nia.keke..

Then we have our rest in the Cafe..

the only food into my tummy after sooooo long.

Then we went back to Father's...took alot alot of courage and stupid laughter before we dare to wear this together. At least we WALK THE TALK...haha...

can't wait for food..schnell schnell..

Too bad sunday night dont have night market!!! :( So we headed back to Father's ...and how we spent the night???haha.. we have cards, chivassssss...wat else u think we did?

i hate tat game. i knew i'll lose in the first place and that's when i got drunk and journeyed myself to my MC..hoho..

The next day, we went to strawberry farm. i was abit disappointed. I was expecting more strawberries than these..

family pic??

Strawberry Farm

can be really nice
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but actually we are enemies...

so behsyiok faces..

snapping with veges instead of strawberries..sigh~

not only me ya...^^

please ignore the background...lol

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told you we are enemies..

After tat..we kinda walk and wait and think before we made up our mind to went back May restaurant for a proper meal. like wat we said and expected, the meat in cameron sucks. just eat vege will do..

our tasks: lit= 555 calculation, me= koala-ing, nee = taking food pics..

We then heading to Ipoh.

IPOH

eating famous Gna Choi Kai..which was very disappointing. boycott..

Ipoh train station which has no train.." and it's so expensive too.

Spending time taking pictures...

Took bus to Butterworth then took Ferry to Penang. It was raining thou..i kinda like the feeling of running in the rain. Getting wet, cooling, and the sound of pouring rain were just mesmerizing..at least for me. lawrence: shhh....

waiting for Ferry

PG

Penang
Thanks to Melvin for the ride to the Clinic...told you, there's always karma. I really did get ulcer.:(

Tat's the trip. It was tiring and as usual, we were just too "smart" to be conned and making "best" choices. Just a great experience we have. I would go back to Cameron and go to better strawberry farms and night market!! till then...when we can find the one who bring enemies together..

A sign

2010-06-05T18:28:00.004+08:00

it's like everyday work. Happen to be quite busy on tat day with all the babysitting, and then S asked me to attend a meeting. Oh of course i attended it. I wasn't quite sure if i was prepared to be questioned or wat was i supposed to do in there. However, i just went in the URANuS room and sit right 1 corner in this comfortable chair. Everything as usual, they talked, discuss about the current problems and how to solve it. everything was normal, i listened and listened. And then there things suddenly went quite blurrrringggg...in my view...the voices of the manager and engineers talking suddenly become like a background whispers. At that moment, everything become slow motion.

wow..i never tot things shown in movies could actually be real. not at least in my life. But ya....it really did happened. seriously.

And at tat moment, instead of listening to them talking. my subconscious mind was talking, why are they so excited about talking about work? All these got nothing to do with anyone of u here. Why am i here anyway? All these topics are strangers. It was for few seconds before my mind came back to the reality and not talking to myself.

Again i stressed, it did happened.

Was it the "enlightened" moment all the books were talking about? Wat was my unconscious mind trying to tell me?

Buzz in tis wonderful day..

2010-05-30T12:45:00.005+08:00

i know i said it many times, but still i will say it again coz everyone is doin the same thing to me!! It's like the flies buzzing beside my ears. it's annoying and it's making me kind of pressured. And especially all my cousins, either older or younger, all have their respective partners. except for me. not only me but ya, they kind of keep "bugging" me.

It's all about ppl asking me about my partner. Recently there's alot more noise from my parents, my bros, my cousins, even my distant relatives...those i can't even rmb wat kind of relations we have. thanks to the wedding dinner i attended for the last 2 days. Wedding could sometimes lead to wrong hopes and dreams. I have found out tat my dad actually telling my mom, he's worrying about me not bringing any partner back. All these while, i knew my mom was worrying, but this time my dad is losing faith too. He used to say, fate... her time will come..dont need to worry..bla bla..Now, he is worried tat no one wants me or either i am too picky. he asking my mom, "how come so old d still din pattho?" ...OLD...-_-""

Gosh...yest attended the wedding dinner. I was quite happy when they all say i have grown up, round round become pretty now. kekeke...^^ but then the same thing will happened and i knew it. They will ask, when's ur turn. You are too "ngan kok kow" (vision too high) could mean something like too picky. swt~

i love reunion crossing out all the noises. keke...however, i did enjoyed myself there. We drank so much Tiger until i felt dizzy. lol...Congratulation to my Cousin..May you treasure each and every moment with ur love starting this wonderful day.

~:P~

read it

2010-05-26T20:30:00.002+08:00

Worth a read. Try it.

Don’t work. Avoid telling the truth. Be hated. Love someone.

Never fool the person in the mirror

2010-05-23T12:05:00.003+08:00

Lately, there's quite alot of stuff happened. And of course i meant in working place. my colleague was away to Singapore for about a week n a half. Damn there's these ppl bullying me. i do admit tat i wasn't strong enough. But haiz...never tot these ppl actually climb on top of u.

I told my colleague about it. and he just laughed and told me tat this is part of training.." keke...yea. i must learn to be strong.

So wat's the thing i learned apart from tat was, i am not tat nice a person. Don't judge by just the look. I might look cincai, doesn't care. but i realized i am not!! i am small gas and i want to avenge on wat ppl did to me. wahahaha...*~evil laughter~*

and then i realized i am pretty fake myself and cunning. i even feel i am not cunning enough. and this is part of life to be realistic.

Oh, besides in work place and from the work place itself, i finally understand myself better from wat i was not before. I am not really forgetful. I could just let it go for the first, second time...but then when it's too much for me to bear, i'll explode. and when tat happens, nothing could really make me turn back or be like last time. partly i would admit tat i am stubborn. another part of me is, like wat i say, i am not an angel. I will take avenge. it's not something i can say i am proud of myself. but it's part of me tat i have to accept.

that explains why i couldn't just forget wat certain ppl did to me and no matter if s/he tries to change. It won't be like last time. Or mayb not tat i feel s/he tries enough. not until i see the sincerity and that those time and effort could make my vengeful feelings gone.

aging plan...correct boh???

2010-05-19T20:37:00.004+08:00

just imagine u keep ur money every year RM4300 in the bank with interest 3%. keep until 10 years. imagine u start when u are 25 years old. so by age 35 years, u'll stop saving and get back rm4000 for the 11th year (26-year-old). then consecutively take rm2000 each year. keke...calculated, i can tahan till year 75 years wor...okla..^^

years		3%
25	4,300.00	129.00
26	8,729.00	261.87
27	13,290.87	398.73
28	17,989.60	539.69
29	22,829.28	684.88
30	27,814.16	834.42
31	32,948.59	988.46
32	38,237.04	1,147.11
33	43,684.16	1,310.52
34	49,294.68	1,478.84
35	46,773.52	1,403.21
36	46,176.73	1,385.30
37	45,562.03	1,366.86
38	44,928.89	1,347.87
39	44,276.76	1,328.30
40	43,605.06	1,308.15
41	42,913.21	1,287.40
42	42,200.61	1,266.02
43	41,466.63	1,244.00
44	40,710.62	1,221.32
45	39,931.94	1,197.96
46	39,129.90	1,173.90
47	38,303.80	1,149.11
48	37,452.91	1,123.59
49	36,576.50	1,097.29
50	35,673.79	1,070.21
51	34,744.01	1,042.32
52	33,786.33	1,013.59
53	32,799.92	984.00
54	31,783.92	953.52
55	30,737.43	922.12
56	29,659.56	889.79
57	28,549.34	856.48
58	27,405.82	822.17
59	26,228.00	786.84
60	25,014.84	750.45
61	23,765.28	712.96
62	22,478.24	674.35
63	21,152.59	634.58
64	19,787.17	593.62
65	18,380.78	551.42
66	16,932.21	507.97
67	15,440.17	463.21
68	13,903.38	417.10
69	12,320.48	369.61
70	10,690.09	320.70
71	9,010.80	270.32
72	7,281.12	218.43
73	5,499.55	164.99
74	3,664.54	109.94
75	1,774.48	53.23

Piz, plan, neway, iron man2...

2010-05-18T19:20:00.006+08:00

Friday night went to El Mondo pizza with my gals. Was thinking it would be like the previous outing with Na and Jian. But this time, our outing added another nee. She was late!! real late!! So the picture din include her. :P keke...as usual we talked alot and as usual we will talked till the waiter came asking us to foot the bill. ^^o h..ya..again, me and nee fight after so long since we met. Swt~~

Thanks to selina tat i found out about her insurance plan, 10 years investment plan (aging plan.." there's alw something to remind me). I was quite interested in investing. However, i still got another plan in hand. If i take this plan i might end up need more time for my ori plan. HOw HOw??? if i din take na's plan now. then it wont be so beneficial next one. HOw how??? "thanks" na...now i am in dilemma.

Oh ..monday night, we have another outing. Movie time!! We had Iron man2. I was quite surprised tat Jian is actually damn good. She went to qbay to take the reservation tickets for us first but she actually din watch it with us!! then we talked again right infront of NEWAY!! looking at the pricing and time...it nearly tempt us to cancel the movie night and change to Singk night!! hahaha....but of course we din't. all of us quite kiam siap le. ya..tat was how my chinese birthday was celebrated. ^^

The Iron Man2 was ok. I wouldn't say the Iron Man1 or IpMan2 was better. Mayb it's quite long since i watch them. Alot ppl say Ipman2 was better. However, i didn't agree nor disagree. For me, they are both 2 different thing. Ipman2 was more on fighting while Iron Man2 was more on humor. hahaha....

Na...mute..
Nee, i know it's ur fault but i apologized.

Quite funny...i dont mind watching it again ala it's free. :P

oh ya... the only pissing stuff i found out on monday night was finding out me having super desperate parents!!! They were asking who's the driver (na), and if it's my BF?????!!!
Damn. can't i just went out for a movie with girl frens???
All these while, i tot i just have a desperate mom..but apparently, my dad too!@.@

Mayb i shd bring back a bf soon. I dont know wat they'll do if i din." help help..sigh~~~

12th May 2010

2010-05-12T19:17:00.005+08:00

It's the day...when i woke up and breakfast was ready on the table.
It's the day...when i felt abit too sorrow, coz there's many years past without anything nice happened.
It's the day..when i then turned brighter with each and every wish my frens and family sent me.
It's the day...when again i realized the fact and accept the truth, with then i become happier.
It's the day..i wish for myself that every day will be happier and newer coming now.

12th May 2010 was my 24th birthday. Early morning i received wishes and ppl reminding myself tat i am OLD d...:( but i was quite happy becoz there were some who did sent me 2 or even 3times of wishes! how SWEET...^-^) There were also those that didn't. abit disappointed but couldn't care much.:P

lol...let me tell u how i spent the day...
Office - lunch at Kenny Rogers (i chose ^^) - cockroach on the rice (lucky not in my dish.") - colleagues were broke and decide to have lunch the remaining 2 days in canteen..=___=

Home - nice dinner + big L-shape chicken drumstick with family...^.^ - no angpao, no cake nor present..." but they say wait till my chinese birthday.. haha...actually, my parents treated me DOME and cake for my birthday d last week. keke...so can't complain.

Night- Lit called me to go SingK, or hangout for the night. but i decided to stay in the house. then came with her mom and sis, bringing souvenir from China and my present ^(thanks lit)
-apparently, my cousin (so-called best cousin claimed she's busy or claimed tat i might probably want to spend my night with my family, tat's why no plans from her). Swt...excuse le girl..but how come i expected it??? i know you too well cousie...:P

So..this wasn't the best birthday but i can guarantee it's better than before.. Better than spending those day with so many unknown ppl, fake ppl and selfish ppl around u. I felt peace.

~make a wish..blow the candle~

1St May BEACH time...

2010-05-02T13:24:00.007+08:00

It's been long for a family outing since chinese new year reunion. This time we practice democracy elections and Beach outing won the majority votes. We rent a room for about RM120 ( should be cheaper but 1st of May makes it double) near the sunset bistro chalet. Not really nice since we got the inner side of the chalet. However,there were kind enough people who let us used their compound which face right to the beach. ^^ thanks.

My family reached there about 12 something in the afternoon. Wow...the sun was super "happy". it's was so hot tat day. but i was super excited to go into the sea. Beach outings were my childhood activities. Wat do you expect? ekke...and As planned, we had porridge for lunch. And i love the vege. Dont know how to call it in english. It will always be good from Ah ling chea chea.

Then after changed into "the outfit" then i jump into the sea..keke...^^

You know..sometimes those tourist sea activities could be quite tempting!! and it succeed in earning some of our money!! I, Myself spent for..:

Jet Skis...RM25 for 15 minutes. (RM50 per boat and i shared with my cousin bro.)
Parasailing...RM50
banana boat ride....RM10 (rm5 sponsored by HOck! Thanks ya...^^)

haha..all these prices were the results of successful bargaining from big gold and 2nd tortoise..

Love jet skiing. And i can tell u tat, definitely there is a difference sitting at the back seat and Riding the jet URSelf!! My cousin bro was riding it so so so super fast tat i need to squat all the way during the rides. I even felt my legs in the air when we ride directly on the wave..flying off...-.-"..My legs muscles aching now lo..then holding him so tightly. my arms hurts. Well...this game used up every part of my body. Hey..we shared the half half the money but only by the very last minute, he finally change the ride with me. I was infront then, and it was super gooooddddd feelings...there then my cousin was scared when i speed. Ceh...smore dare to say me noisy..:P I love to try another ride one day..myself or mayb i ride..^^ (no pic leh,..my mom have the camera but din take any shots.." speechless.but they were watching and quite scared for us, coz we were really really fast...keke..)

we were too young to have too exciting rides.."

Right after tat, we had banana boat rides, wow...i was thinking of me falling into the sea. preparing myself. holding so tightly..until my arms so sour....but then..nothing geh....not fun at all. according to my cousin, the guy said there were jelly fishes, and we were too young. scared we can't swim...oh come on..just drop us off nearer the beach lo. not fun. not interested for another ride.

the ppl was flirting with me, too bad din get a free ride. ish...haha..mayb shd improve my flirting skills.

Then finally, me and my cousin head the parasailing. RM50 each even u going up alone or both...i wanted to go up alone leh..but since my cousin sis was scared to go up alone and pulling the thing for landing...so i just followed her up. I think i'll feel better if i were taller...i can't view the scenery infront leh...behsyiok. i am not scared at all though. Even it's nice scenery ...rm50 for something like tat just...erm....oklo..experience. period.

Right after the ride, it's swimming time..just swim around..walk around..till game time. As usual, it just took 4 ppl to won the game. Well, winner can just sit and relax while those 1nd runner up serving us, 2nd runner up bbq and and the last...clean lo. However, we din calculate tat much. winners or losers just enjoy lo...saja nia ma..

LOL...finally from our previous futsal family match, we got our prizes...and tat was an Adam's APPLE with a CERT. hahaha....not bad huh...

By Nite time, all of us getting ready to go back.. so tired..i slept like a log.

~fun, excitement, experience,exhausted, aching..~

the Men in my life

2010-04-25T16:30:00.005+08:00

Since i was born, i was blessed with 4 wonderful Men in mylife and indeed still bless now.. Of course there were moments when i hated them. but then again they are just priceless to rate. More precious than anything i could dream of.

With these 4men, we have been thru alot. UPs,and downs...And they are my Dad and my 3 elder brothers.Abothen??? wat else u think? lol.. Like any other siblings, me and my 3 bros did have arguments and we sometimes find each other annoying. Blood is thicker than water. there's no overnight fights right? as we are growing up, we learn to appreciate each of us. Care for each others.

Here i want to describe about My Dad. Honestly, last time i don't like him. I dont talk nor smile to him. But now , i realized how much i can manja with him and how much he cares for me. After how i have treated him, he still take me as if i am the heart in his body. arr....

Suddenly i came to think of this incident when talking to my colleague. then i rmb wat he said to me...when i asked...

me: pa..why do you sayang me so much?

dad: i sayang u becoz i wan to make sure u are complete and perfect,...make u like the precious pearl. Then when i marry you out, nobody can complain about u. Then ur husband shd treat you like precious pearl too. When they dont, i can defend back..

oh i didn't know wat shd i feel. haha...marry me out? plan so far d.

Let's talk about now. Wow...everyday he goes to work and back home.Just like every parent will do. But then...one thing extra.he would come back and cook. haha...everyday, after dinner he will think of wat to cook tmr, then he will prepare those ingredients. Mayb in the morning or afternoon, he will go to the wet-market to shop for ingredients!!!

haha...who else can be like him ? i am interested...^^

Bowling to longkang

2010-04-24T13:09:00.005+08:00

taking part in bowling league is something i never ever think of doing. However, i just happened to join the company bowling league. ha ha ha...

let me tell how i got involved into this.. It was my boss who are supposed to be in the team. However, he seems to have no idea about him joining. so at the very last minute, he just asked my colleague to ask someone else. and i saw him pointing at me. after non-stop asking from my colleague (watermelon) to join and since i was told i dont have to pay, then i just agree..$.$ no harm geh.

So, my team is basically consist of assembly director, finance director, an engineer, an aunty, watermelon and me!!! so.....=_="

Last thursday was the first game. 6ppl divided into 2 groups. Last week was Me and 2 directors!!! " swt...and i sucked!!!! during the games, many good players were trying to coach me and guide me how to play...gosh..so paiseh. sapu longkang until so clean. 3 games ehh....my arm is aching now!!!

this coming thursday, my another 3 team members are pretty good. hohoho..hope can make up from my suck-ness.

there's another game for sure i need to play. haiz...i can do it!!!! *psycho-ing myself*

~wish me luck!!!~

Pneumonia in Rein???

2010-04-21T20:25:00.004+08:00

Pneumonia is a kind of lung diseases. It is an infection that are caused by viral and bacterial germs...bla bla...

The reason i was posting about this is, my nephew Rein is hospitalized tonight to get 3 injections on for this lung infection.

I have read an article about it right after i heard from my mom about the news. It's Pneunomia. The symptoms are

cough (which happens all the time from rein),
fever...(ya..lately the temperature is high. i even asked his mom about it) and;
difficulty in breathing (ofcourse!! his parents alw doubt if it's asthma.. there's alw a weird sound from his breathing after a play)

with the non-stop occurrence of fever, coughing and weird breathing sound, his parents took him to consult doctor. then after the xray on his chest..confirm tat he got it. and it is believed tat he inherited from my MOM!! haiz...

He seems pretty normal lo...still active, still sing Negaraku during his pangsai time, and run around throwing things and scream here and there..i hate it...but it's better than him sitting quietly at a corner or go straight up to bed. tat's not a good sign. haha...

now hope things got better soon, if things got bad, it's might become Tibi...hm...

How is pneumonia confirmed?

Although the doctor can sometimes hear specific noises with stethoscopes, that suggest pneumonia, the diagnosis is absolutely confirmed by a chest x-ray. As a matter of fact, in children, the chest X-ray can be abnormal, even if the chest examination is normal.

How is pneumonia treated?

For viral pneumonia there is no treatment, although in most cases the doctor cannot tell if the cause is viral and will treat all pneumonias with antibiotics. Which antibiotic and how it is administered, depends on the age of the child and overall condition of the child. In general, children less than 3 months of age with pneumonia are admitted to hospital for intravenous antibiotics, oxygen treatment and rehydration as they tend to be dehydrated. Of course children with weakened immune systems are usually hospitalized and may need different(stronger) antibiotics than the children with normal immune systems. In older children, who are well otherwise, are drinking well and do not need oxygen, antibiotics, taken by mouth are prescribed that can be given at home. During the first 48 hours of antibiotics the child is still considered contagious and still may have fever. In this case, acetaminophen can be given for the fever as needed, according to the age and weight of the child. If after 48 hours of antibiotics the child is still has fever or is not getting better, the child should be re-examined by a doctor.

What happens after treatment?

After the full treatment course, children usually fully recover and there is no need to repeat the chest X-ray in typical non-complicated cases. However if the child was very ill, had a large or severe pneumonia, a repeat chest x ray may be recommended to make sure the pneumonia has cleared. If this is the case, a repeat X ray is performed 6-8 weeks later.

Recurrent pneumonia

Fortunately most children recover fully and do not have repeated episodes of pneumonia. However if a child has recurrent pneumonia this may be as sign of an underlying medical problem including weakened immune system, foreign body aspiration(having aspirated or choked on something that lodges in the lungs or bronchial tubes), or a structural defect of the lungs or bronchi. Obviously in such situations both the treatment and follow up approach would be different than for the typical pneumonia in a normal child. Specific tests including blood tests, sweat chloride, CT scans and other investigations may be necessary.

why is there alw a however,...if...but...?

hope everything went off well...

~shadu shadu shadu~

Jian Na and I outting 16Apr2010

2010-04-17T14:34:00.005+08:00

Yest went outting with my girls. Like wat i was expecting when i am with selina and jian. We were talking about alot alot of things. Apparently it covered a wide range. Tell u later.

As usual, Na will fetch us. She did. I love going out with her. Coz wise Women think alike!!! IF we are goin to the same destination, why are we going separately and not carpool? It saved the space, petrol and time (for those tumpang). If one may think it's not fair, then take turns!!! I dont really wan to go out with ppl tat really calculate too much though. Even if i am one, tat's why i shdn't mixed with one.:P

We went to the Harvest In Cafe. It was quite a nice environment to have nice dinner and chat. That's why we ended up spending the whole night there until the waiter din refill our water and asked up to pay. It's a bit small though but well..okla. I like the place coz it's quite new and clean. Theme is basically black and white.

The point is, the toilet is CLEAN. No matter how classy a restaurant, if the toilet was in bad condition, then it will spoiled the whole image....well..tat's wat i think.

The food was ok..I had the sirloin steak. Big piece!! I would say the size is worth it....but it was abit too Hard for a medium well meat. So, i'll give a B for it. desserts was ok. I was expecting better ones. However, i had cake!!!! ^^ Law of Attractions really works for me. Believing on the WILL and it WILL come true.

Waiting for na's photos. Mayb i shd get one camera for myself~!! but i am abit stingy. How? Who is willing to sponsor me tat? or mayb a nice mobile with good camera plug in.:P

learn and share..with Warren Buffet

2010-04-10T12:08:00.004+08:00

cheng beng seasons

2010-04-04T11:55:00.008+08:00

Chengbeng is the New Year for the deaths. It is when all the spirits are believed to be released from the hell and come out gathered with their loved ones.

Each year, the ppl will buy all kinds of paper-made clothes, money and many many other stuffs one can think of. Even now they have mahjong with tables and chairs for the death. Many say chinese like to burn money and i totally agree with it. You can't believe tat those mahjong set with tables and chairs cost about Rm120!! All u do with that thing is burn it later during the prayers. Swt~!

OOk..let's talk how each year , my family celebrate this chengbeng.

Duties delegation:
Mom: buy all those money papers to fold or ready made, clothes , joysticks....all the others to be burnt.

Dad: help prepare and buy those papers and FOOD. See his chinese astrology book for a nice day to celebrate.

When talking about food, it covers 1 whole chicken, duck, roast pork , cauliflower, broccoli, carrots, prawns, fruits, timsums, kuihs...and miscellaneous ..

let's continue...
Big bro: contact with the ppl taking care of the graveyard to clean our ancestors' grave. AND the cook for the day, early morning by 5.30am to get ready.

uncle: wake up early to bring out the frozen chicken and stuffs. buy tinsum and paos. kopi..anything can think of tat his parents would love to have.

2nd bro: early from his place to come over my place to help out. aint know wat time..

Ahso : take care of babies and rein

me: er......help eat?? dont mention..:P

For the last sat and sun, i just woke up 7 something am to get ready and then head go with family to the cemetery . everything was ready and all i did was eat. Haha...not tat i dont want to help lo...i did help bring and move the things around and of course EAT!!

love the sweet glutinous rice made by Ah ling chea2. ate up so many of them. This year, i ate alot of ducks. then veges.. some roast pork...yum yum...^^

First the ppl will have to pray the "Tou tei kong". I think it was to get the permission for our ancestors to come out. This is the bigger Tou tei kong from somewhere around the whole cemetery. Then, we can arrange the food on the grave. Different Chinese like hokkien and cantonese have different food. But due to cross mix of culture..the new generations don't really care about it though.

after it's done, joysticks are burnt then pray on the Tou tei kong on the right hand side on the grave. i aint sure if tat's the same god, but ya...

the youngster will help on putting the white and yellow papers on the grave...believe is the passport. Remember red papers on the side when 1 of the grandparent stil alive!! haha,..

then pray the ancestors inviting them to come for the feast. Then some other joysticks are put all over the other graves to invite them too.

20/50 cents coins are used to "puak pui"- a way asking the deaths some questions..Questions like, have u come here? Are u finish with the feast?
When both coins shows heads or tails, then it means the ancestors are just laughing and answer is "no" respectively.
But if the coins show different sides each. Head and tail, then the answer is "yes".

when we got "yes" from the ancestors, then we can have the feast ourselves. ^^

finally the boxes of paper golds and clothes are burnt. rmb to circles the drinks (teas or coffee) prayed around the burning areas. It's to mark the owner of the things.

Done Convo..

2010-03-21T10:53:00.012+08:00

A day when i woke up with expectations...it's 20th of March 2010.

Went to had breakfast in my childhood wet market. Nostalgic.. ^^ Then head towards to Plus Hair style saloon to set my hair. Even i should be the main person but my mom was the one taking 1hour to do the hair. =.=

after tat we took about 45 min to reach USM nibong Tebal...everything seems perfect though. Snapped some pictures while waiting for registration.

thanks to my parents who have alw been there for me. Wan to say tat, my dad was really really excited about my graduation. he holded me so tightly tat day and smile so brightly.hehe...

then...hahahaa....something really silly happened and it really made my convo "memorable"...
tahda~~!! my shoes..become like this...it was still ok at first. i rmbered i kept it so nicely and for a long time. LONG enough to make it a prob during my convo. haha...but luckily it's before entering the main hall.

Thanks to my mom. She saved my day by exchanging her heels with my slippers..:)

i took the "scroll" and it cost me RM55 for the pictures. "

to be posted...

After 2days, I had another trip to USM main campus for another round of photo shooting. thanks to LIT for the favor. Thanks again for the effort.^^

i wonder if i have the chance to wear the round hat?? coz that's wat my dad hopes for..^^ however in another point, he said he would miss me if i were far away for studies too long...so touched..

macy gray-i try

2010-03-13T21:38:00.005+08:00

Games, changes and fears When will they go from here

when will they stop, I believe tat fate has brought us here
and we shd be together But we're not
I play it off but i'm dreaming of u
I'll keep it cool but i'm fiend in
I try to say goodbye and i choke, i try to walk away and i stumble
Though i try to hide it, it's clear, my world crumbles when u are not near

I may appear to be free, but i'm just a prisoner of your love
i may seem alright and smile when you leave, but my smiles are just a front
I play it off but i'm dreaming of u, i'll keep my cool but i'm fiend in
i try to say goodbye and i choke, i try to walk away and i stumble,
Though i try to hide it it's clear, My world crumbles when you are not near

Here's my confession, may i be your possession
boy i need your touch, your love kisses and such
with all my might i try, but this i can't deny,
I play it off but i'm dreaming of you, i'll keep my cool but i'm fiend in
i try to say goodbye and i choke, i try to walk away and i stumble
though i try to hide it, it's clear, My world crumbles when you are not near

Passion and change..

2010-03-12T09:46:00.003+08:00

wow...i 've been working in AMD for 6 months since september 2009.

Time flies. At first i was planning to work here for only 3months then leave for good (as in something i could say it's "my" job). But i kind of get used and comfortable with the environment. NIce boss, nice colleagues and nice frens..flexible time. 8-5.30pm. tat's all. no need OT or watsover. Even the director was nice to me. Looking up high on me.

boss: wat is tat?
me: oh tat's block game.
boss: i see. *smile*

director: so tell me wat are the things u want to do? See wat i can help u.
.
,
,
director: i need u to do something diff, u need a platform to standout so that i can convert u to permanent.

Wow,...wat shall i say?? I just felt tensed and pressured. Coz mayb deep inside me, i know this tinnie winne me wont be satisfied being in here. It's not my kind of job.

Ying: Want to tahan for just 1 year also can't. I bet we both have the same thinking. need some challenge and passion.

Agreed so much on this. i guess wat's important is the passion. When there's no passion, everything seems useless. There's no progression, no meaning for doing it. All u think was time is ticking and just ticking away..like air.

In Amd, everything seems too good. however, the learning curve is flat now. No progress no improvement. i can't see the future in here.

Me: do you have any other things other than TS?
S: hm...got but u are not up to tat level.
me: well, i can learn.
S: wait until i free. But i hardly got free time...

WT*...but i understand his situation. can't blame him....

undone convo

2010-03-03T09:06:00.004+08:00

Been quite unstable these few days. I mean my mood. Bloody mood.
Just received an envelope filling with all my results for the previous semester. Units for me to grad. A CD manual , map and some other stuffs. Doggone, i tot we changed the units. But as usual those ppl never be efficient . Wasted the time for those who helped me in school. Thank you so so much.

It's 20th march 2010, Saturday in 2 weeks' time. the very moment where I can annouce to the world tat i've graduated. Excited,. but it's in NIBONG TEBAL!!!! Science campus...WTF...

haiz...no comments. hope i'll stil enjoy my day there. :P all in all it is still my convo.^^

Finally 3D avatar

2010-02-27T00:04:00.004+08:00

Finally, aint know for how long i've been waiting for that day to come. To watch 3D avatar!! i know it's silly. but i've been waiting for the right seats and right time to watch with my gal. From the new release of the movie till now, when end of CNY is 2days ahead!!

I get to booked the seats tat seems nice and worth booking. A total of RM17.50 per head.

Abit excited coz i was hearing alot of comments on this movie. This movie is real nice. News even showed ppl have suicidal attempts after watching this movie...one taiwanese guy got heart attack and died while watching this 3D avatar. Humans seem useless and cruel (which i personally had realized since ...i can't rmb when...)Wat kind of movie tat would make ppl suddenly change and realized this fact and so hooked up with this reality?

I was curious how a movie can influence the ppl until some can watch it many many times.
Even Tun Mahathir said something like, if they can film this movie, they can do anything... wow..or should i say..=.="? compliment? bonesssss....

Epic action adventure Avatar sunk the global box office record set in 1997 by Titanic to become the highest grossing film of all time.

On Monday, January 25th, Avatar touched USD 1.859 billion, officially passing Titanic (USD 1.843 billion) to become the Industry’s Biggest Film in history at the Worldwide Box Office. sited from thefirstreporter.com

IMAX bosses have now reported its portion of worldwide earnings passed $200 million (£125 million) on Sunday (21Feb10). sited from hollywood.com

However, there's aint no denial that there are ppl who dont agree with it. Just normal lo. Like story in Pocahontas. Some even say, not worth to watch 3D in Gurney.

Oh...i personally agreed with the unworthiness to watch 3d in Gurney. It doesn't make much difference from a normal screen show. Boo~!! Genting Motion Master 3D effect was much better!! and i watched it when i was so so young.

I was expecting something more. Something tat could WOW me...instead, i felt my butt getting abit numb from the 3hours sitting.

Well, that's when we learn not to expect too much..^^

~no comment~

fengsui changes

2010-02-07T18:57:00.001+08:00

Now feeling abit unwell and having a really weird working place.. 1 man's seat become 2 man's seat. Wat i wanted to point out wasn't this changes, but was how it changed.

We were doing our jobs as usual. finish fast and efficient. today got the mood to ask for work again. Wat i really regretted was this. Asking S for more work. He doesn't know the real procedure and ask about this changes of seats.
S: Did WL move the seats d?
me: oh..the IT facilities din come or do anything also.
S: hm...ask osman and change then.

Uncle saw how the situation goes and went to talk to his boss. Then when he came back:
Uncle: my boss didn't know anything about A coming up here. Why is there a need to change?
There's another blank seat, why not sit there temporary?

means there aint no need to change any seats unless there's ASR approved and the ppl incharged came to move the things!!!
~abit pissed >.<~

Why did the hell A said the boss approved the changes? i can see many of the aunties here don't like A as well.

i dont know wat to feel or say. but i am now not very satisfied to how S does things. Too bad. just too bad.

~too bad~

last tooth

2010-01-30T12:49:00.004+08:00

Went to end year dinner with colleagues. "Bui Geh"( last tooth) is what we called it.
Wat's special about this dinner was:

i am the only non-technician contractor in the room.

Others were technicians and senior managerial technicians.

All of them is old enough to be my dad!!!

Luckily there's a guy about my age but i hardly talk or smile at him.

I wont call it fun nor boring, coz there were uncles who could take good care of me enough and make the environment warmer. Alot of them were ex-AMDers. I was amazed and abit jealous to hear about thier previous company trip to Switzerland.how nice..^^ and makes me think about my trip to taiwan.

It has been a long pause half written post and i couldn't rmb the point i wan to mention here. Well..All in all...i had a great time with them. Know thier little secrets and looking at the real side of them. Hohoho...night is still young but we ended up early tat day. Uncles...oldman...Ojisan/??? hahaha....

proud?

2010-01-27T15:02:00.004+08:00

In office doing nothing much...so i went to fb to update myself about my frens...cousins...anyone.

Wat amazed me was the changes in each and every person once i knew. Their looks are the first thing to notice. How grown up one has become...how pretty one has become and how successful one has become...i felt proud and sometimes abit timid. lol...dont wan to return back to square one where i start complaining.

Hehe..well, let's just stop right here. I bet i got nothing much to say about myself. but....one thing i am proud of myself. I am learning to do animation using photoshop. Even it was not something really big, however, i find it quite interesting. Hehe...at one time, i was about to burst my head off doing the animation, then with the saying "patience is virtue", i managed to chill myself abit and get it done for the first time. I am happy!! even it's small little animation which need alot of editing..keke...who cares..practice makes perfect.

I'll do more and we'll see the progress...

~progress~

Common updates...

2010-01-23T10:04:00.004+08:00

lately there's nothing much to blog about. SO now, i will briefly say wat has my life been about..

Each and every morning, i would never miss to sniff my pillow for extra few minutes before i get my butt off the bed. Driving to work in the morning sd be something perfect, however the traffic would just spoilt it.

Listening to JJ and Eon in HItz.fm., and there's richard to update on the current event of US celebrities.

Oh let me think of something:

Tiger woods with his mistresses were long stories (haiz...guys never appreciate),
talking about Lindsay lohan, her dying career could be a real turn from the sex tape lost in the burglary ( this is wat we call, feng sui long lau chuin),
oh...nearly forgot, they were talking about Brangelina. Angel is said to be having an affair while Brad went alone to another place. oh well, my memory not tat good at all...( BRad, this is called karma).
Megan Fox finally is getting engaged with her bf. (hope this will last)
About American Idol, Victoria Beckham was chosen to be the stylist in American Idol but Simon objected it. Simon preferred the normal someone who's not so hooked up with her hair, body or image,instead could hang out for a hamburger. How sad? but it says Simon is quitting from this AI show. why does he has the say so much???

Well., tat's wat i could remember. Then each time reach office, routine starts. Everyday seems nothing different from previous day. But luckily i have nice colleagues to hang out with. Looking forward to each lunch hour and hoping myself will find a change.

Boss giving me more tasks. I hope this is a right choice. "Wat do i want?" still din remove from my thoughts.

~TEll me~

随遇而安

2009-12-09T20:06:00.003+08:00

hm...if i use google translate tool, this 随遇而安 just means Adaptable. Can anyone tell me more about this? haha....does anyone knows about it?

~Curiuos~

Diet or better not?

2009-11-30T19:02:00.004+08:00

I want to on diet..i remember telling alot of ppl tat. i am sure alot of ppl also do the same. ^^ right?

But when you realized that it's actually ur "fuk" to be able to eat and sleep healthily, or seeing my little nephew got this airborne virus, u'll know tat it's stupid to do tat.... He did lose weight. In fact, his tummy become so so flat, or even more like a loophole. U'll be glad tat u can eat and drink properly.

This airborne virus is actually a kind of virus tat happen to survive in particles and transmit into another new victim. This virus can travel vertically, direct contact, latrogenic or vector. each with different type of disease. u'll know more if u google it.

So wat kind of disease he got? i have no idea. Airborne virus was wat the doctor say. He seems to vomit everytime he drinks water. Vomiting water. Then diarrhea. His face is so pale with his lips dry. So thirsty, no food, no water. the more he drank the more he vomit. gosh...how pity...

it hurts to see him like this...

Hope he just get well soon. I wan the noisy him..not quiet him.

do i stil want to diet? haha...i bet i still do. but i'll eat healthily...diet with proper meal. ^^

~hope and wish he get well soon~

do u really care?

2009-11-20T14:31:00.004+08:00

I've read a fren's blog concerning how things were so great one day but then like hell the other. it's about relationship. i think most did went thru this.

The feelings inside, the revenge u wan to get back to the person tat hurts u. who the damn are u to hurt me when my parents dont even laid their fingers on me? but reluctantly to do tat..hehe...on one hand u want to tolerate and forgive, but the other u felt so UNFAIR.

FOr me , i forgive but never forget. it's not good. but wat can u do? want to just kick and torture that person until he felt wat u did or even worse...

i got once learnt tat, if u really still have this hatred in u, means u still do care about him/her, don't u?
but i also learnt, if u still have this hatred in u, means u just dont really like that person...coz if u do, u are unable to hate him/her..right?

~wat do you think?~

Papai wong 2

2009-11-08T20:45:00.005+08:00

Remembered i was so happy as if i am the parent waiting anxiously for the child, a new family member to join my family. But ya..i am just his auntie. and let me introduce u all to my little papai wong 2, Zein , my new born nephew.

I was in the office workign when i got my mom's call. then bro's msg. Haha...how excited i was that i went telling everyone, my colleagues, my frens and boss? ^^ a new life was born in this earth, and he's my family, why wouldn't i be happy?

I had this abit of adrenaline rush to went straight to the hospital, just to take a glimpse of my nephew the moment the nurse took him out from the "room". tat's wat i have during his elder bro, Rein, and i still rmbered tat moment. i wan the same with him too.... But later tat i brought back my consciousness, i am working la..siao meh..

so, i manage to wait and wait till 5.15pm. Oh boy, i straight drove my way to the hospital and search for the room. Hahah...here we go..my little papai wong 2, Zein. Oh Rein is the 1st papai wong. so he's 2nd.

Feel like biting him off..keke...

in the hospital, jst few hours born

oh i din know my hair disturbed him so much...keke...papai wongs...

too cute to just let him sleep alone. kiss him almost everytime i see him^^

with my weird looking face i'll nvr upload this, but with Zein cutie can be an exception..

~loving it~

ps: i need a hair do right?

Lucky

2009-11-01T11:49:00.005+08:00

ok , i wasnt' sure if i am tat shallow, but acccording to my listening, i dont think this sounded like a country side songs with guitar playing.

haha...Felt odd when a fren said, well, not bad lo this song, guitar music, country side song playing by seaside."

Still, i like this song. Jason and Colbie makes the song sound different compared with those normal singers. they change the tone unexpectedly, "..across the water, across the deep blue ocean".and duet tat sounded just right for me. Not messy. music is jsut nice enough, not too slow and yet not too "beaty". lyrics was simple and yet suitable.

~opinion~

Lucky by Jason Mraz & Colbie Calliat

Do you hear me, i'm talking to u ,
across the water, across the deep blue ocean,
Under the open sky, oh my baby i'm trying

Boy i hear u in my dreams,
feel ur whisper across the sea,
keep u with me in my heart,
u make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky i'm in love with my best friend,
Lucky to have been where i have been,
Lucky to be coming home again.
oo...

They dont know how long it takes,
waiting for a love like this,
every time we say goodbye,
i wish we had a one more kiss,
I'll wait for u ,i promise u, i will..

Lucky i'm in love with my best friend,
Lucky to have been, wat i have been,
Lucky to be coming home again,
Lucky we're in love in every way,
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday.

So i'm sailing through the sea,
to an island where we'll meet,
u hear the music fill the air,
i put a flower in ur hair.

though the breezes through the trees,
move so pretty, you all i see,
as the world keeps spinning around,
u hold me right here right now

Lucky i'm in love with my best friend,
Lucky to have been, wat i have been,
Lucky to be coming home again,
Lucky we're in love in every way,
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday.
ooo...

Beer Beer Wunderbar?

2009-11-01T11:33:00.003+08:00

OCt fest in penang.

Wow...something tat finally interest me for a long time now. Waiting and hoping that i could get back the feelings and excitement back in Germany. I wouldn't dare to say i did not expect things since i have seen a mini oct fest in Erlangen during in Germany. And again i dare not say i didn't leave some little space for "culture difff" since we ARE not in Germany now. But i do felt disappointed when i went to the fest yest.

First, we need to pay entrance fees of RM 15. well, since we reached right at the front gate, i wont just go back empty hand. Second, the beer was nice,1liter "oct fest beer" for RM60...ok...sure they will suck ur blood in this event. nothing to say. Then another 0.5liter "...gold" for rm25. hm...... Well ,the beer did taste good though. The food was ok nia. So dont wan to talk about it. Third, the song and stage. HOw could I expect something more when i realize there's no live band to "live-ten" the atmosphere.hehe... They did get dancers , lady dancers with basically similar dressing , jst different colors, dance and mouth word the songs from the big amplifier. er....ignore taht.

dont wan to complaint much, one can't really compare the real oct fest in germany to the one in local right? be grateful...

~expectation~

射鵰英雄傳

2009-09-26T18:25:00.005+08:00

Oh my..i was so contented with life at first, ever since i came back here,.my home. my sweet sweet home. Have such wunderbar life, loving and caring family, parents who care for me so so much., food..haha...of course, there's nothing more i could complain. i must be grateful. however, i seems to change my mind when i watched this movie...

Abit old story but quite portraying wat I or infact everyone was doubting. I love this drama. This dramas, showing how some ppl fight their ways to get wat they want and others got them but dont wan. How fate make u somebody and doing wat for the remaining of ur life.

In this drama, everyone fighting to be number 1 warriors, to be the most powerful, wars...for me they are like us, fighting for the same thing, better carreer and higher salary, or fighting for being entrepreneurs. So wat's the purpose? I mean in the end with or without those labels you stil have to go on with lifes. Chou Pat Thong and BEggar were one of my favorite characters. They are easy going, they are the best warriors but don't seems to care for that. Do what they want, go wherever they like. How nice life would be tat way...

Wat's the purpose????

~doubts~

obligation

2009-09-05T23:49:00.003+08:00

i think back about a conversation with frens. Saying tat wat ur mom has given u now is not under their obligation. Correct. i agree. But i wonder, if you decide to give ur money to someone. does tat mean, you can alw talk and hang tat thing beside ur mouth everytime?

me: jst now say dont wan to buy, now u wan to eat it.
mom: tat's my money wat...
( i do believe under diff circumstances will lead to diff judgement)

even if it's true...they dont' have to spend any extra money on u other than education , and ur living expenses until age 16? or 18? but dont u think it's just too .....how to put the word..powerless...to lead to tat person saying tat word?

haha...reminds me of the drama series i've seen. rich family with the mom trying to say similar stuffs...when she can't seem to control the child...

I have listen to those words before, and the way i replied , u dont wan to know. Luckily i so far din hear it again. Mayb she realized wat's the matter with those words...haha..and i can dare to admit, i didn't regret replying tat way and stil holding on my point of view.

Even for some tat might think, no matter wat, u use their money, u have the obligation to listen to them. honestly, i think tat's silly, and tat's just too old fashion way of thinking. if one think tat it's not under ur obligation to give the money, then jst dont give. hahaha...
saying u will lend money, but keep talking about tat is just too "small person"...AND amazingly i do agree to a fren's saying,

Lit: Lauyi most of the time lend money d will keep asking alot of questions and keep "remind" (talk about) the person the thing.

I definitely observed tat. and i agreed. most of the time i can say they are girls.

~hoping i am an exception from those typical girls, am i?~

random mood..

2009-09-05T13:22:00.003+08:00

abit moody today...

i jst received an email from a really good fren. but there's nothing gonna do with it. i am too moody due to some confusion or some struggles i have in me...

confusion on work, confusion on life signboard, confusion on myself, etc...alot of confusion ...

i wan more ..
i wan to take..fed up of giving.
i wan to be happy ...forever

but i once heard, dont be so calculative, then u will be happy. haha..ya ..mayb . i once before not calculative before. and all i got wasn't happy. i am taurus. sdn't i be more calculative than this? damn...ego...i dont know wat tat really is.

i will definitely lead my own life. i will definitely lead the life i want. I will definitely be the lady of difference...

~will power~

last minute experience

2009-08-29T14:37:00.005+08:00

Frankfurt, Germany
wahh...finally reached my home sweet home...Since the moment me and jun reached airport of Frankfurt Flughafen. we started to wear our beloved mask. Have this weird feelings tat many ppl were looking at us. the only 2 girls wearing masks. the funny thing was, there's a guy who was asking for a change of coins to buy water in the vending machine. He asked one by one but skipped us to ask the other ppl. hahah...was wondering if he is scared of us with masked ladies or looking down on us Asian = no money? Every time i turn around. there u go...ppl staring and looking. Weird weird weird....

From Frankfurt ==> Bangkok...reach bangkok after 10 + hours of flight. Tired. but amazingly i managed to sleep in the plane. i kinda get used to sleep everywhere i go now..hahaha...wat to do. tat's wat i learned from this 6 months.

Bangkok, Thailand
The moment we reached bangkok, a lady invited us to the hotel louge. First class leh.. lunch provided. but too bad we were too full to eat anything else. Then went to sleep again...^^ after took a nice bath, we head to our next transit. Bangkok ==> Penang!!!

Time clicking and we both were anxious to get into the plane. Finally we are heading home..(thingking)..This time there were more ppl wearing masks. SO fhew..not tat akward again.and one thing i realized, I finally get to hear the familiar languages with the ppl around speaking. ..happy...:)

Plane
captian: cabin crew, prepare for landing..

yay!! in my heart pounding so happily tat penang is finally here. ohh.. it's raining, eyes jumping, plane shaking..wahh ligthning..hm......

ehh....the plane suddenly accelerate UPWARD..hm...not agood sign. it was suppose to be decending. plane making a U-turn.

captain:...bla bla...hadyai..

eh? wat did the captain said? did i heard wrongly? no way!! we are heading back to hadyai. the plane can't land in penang due to the heavy rain. gosh...

Not Penang Yet!!
we land in hadyai...haha...there were ppl who din realized tot we reached pg. they were preparing to bring thier hand luggage down d..keke...the atmostphere in the plane was so funny..very funny.

air stewarder: pls sit down, we are in hadyai...
foreigner: huh? we are in Hadyai?....in T H A I L A N D??? is this plane to Penang?
(asking the indian neighbour)
: are you going to Penang?
Indian guy: haha...ya sir, we are not in the wrong plane. We are going to Penang. The plane diverted back to hadyai due to the bad weather.

Chinese uncle: huh? walang tok Thailand kok ar? hami shu leh? hm shi tui penang liao meh? ta ma khua tiu penang airport liao ma..co ha mi...?
: liao kong kim walang ang cua? bo tui penang liao ar?

Hahah...many starts to switched on thier hp to call back family members to inform them..it's near 11 something...oh..penang doesn't welcome us back..wat a sad thing..:(

After about 12am the captain say we are now getting ready to fly. YAY!! never been more happier.

Penang...FINALLY....
finally we land..we clapped our hands..ohh..ohh..finally...thank goodness.

collect my luggages. saw my mom and bro waiting with thier masks on..first word from mom,..

mom: two onnya tuilai liao..haha...

heading back home..first taste of Soup..SO sweet..of course i dont wan to mention my dad's concern towards me having the H1n1 infections posssibilities..felt abit unwelcome..:(

~abit cultural shock from families' concern~

Lotto luck

2009-08-23T18:49:00.007+08:00

Rome, Italy Train Station

HC : ching, did i see wrongly? the lotto here is 148,000,000 €..!!
(blinking hard eyes to make sure)

Ching: er...i think they put wrongly, it should be 1.48mil € kut..
(Straining eyes to see clearly at the board)

HC : hm... but there's so many zeros...
(-_-")

Ching: ya hor,...really 148 million hohhh...and it's euro...

Darn,...we sd have tried our luck here...
but the luck has belonged to someone else...

Winner picked in Italy’s record €147 million lotto

who knows...right ?

~bengong~

Another dear fren

2009-06-25T18:38:00.004+08:00

Ok ...this post is aint about the sleep thingy. well..i din read the whole book yet..wat u expect me to write..?

it's more on my personal side of story tat i dont want certain ppl to read in my normal blog. so...ya..it's my first ever "somebody"...my dear fren i would call him. I do like and i stil like him though. Even i think we could have been better if we just never started. But well, wat u'll know. We have sweet moments and sour moments. It's kind of confusing if asked when u guys actually started? Nuh...built the frenship long ago, but for relationship is just too short. Sometimes i wonder if it's a waste. I want a better first somebody. maybe longer....

But the moment he agreed on the same thing i was thinking...there u go..i never felt tat much relief..ABit hard to let go is just common for first time. But...if you read my Controlling weather then you'll understand..it's actually sunny.. sohnen shine!! Wunderbar!!

Some say, he's a jerk by saying all those typical breaking ups words. But well...mayb he is. but i din really realized it until i was told tat way. Well,mayb i just don care anymore.

Just a great experience..and sometimes...i do miss

So wat about this blog...

2009-06-01T02:47:00.004+08:00

I was directed the so-called IT manager in my group projects and it seems to become something i have to be good in, even natürlich i am not!! So when i tried to write in this blog, or customized the blog. I wasnt' sure is myskills or watever that seems to be hard to do so. The weird layout when trying to post a blog and the confusing links that make this seems not user frendly. ...bla bla...i am complaining again as usual. Well tat's just my comment and opinion on this web.

My fren was asking for the link in this web. I hesitate to give this link as there's nothing inside. But ...since i open this account might as well i write something. I definitely will...write something nice. ...Oh well..how come i can bold this but not italic this..ohh yeah..i finally know how this works. Ok...now let me continue...or u prefer not? lolx...

okok...now wat should i write? well i really got nothing much to talk about now. Maybe my coming post i will talk about something i ter-glance in the webs,tat interests me...it's about Sleep to be Sexy, Smart and Slim by Ellen Midhaud. I am just reading the articles from the readers' digest link and hoping to read the full book.

so Bisbald!! till then i 'll update u wat i read...IF i ever read...kekek...

New start new blog?...lolx ..does it rhyme?

2009-05-22T03:47:00.001+08:00